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Step into the morning mist looking for a place
since they told me that a home is bliss
and I've been looking worldwide
feel like I walked till the end of the world thrice
countless steps
highest heights, to the infinite amounts of depth
damn, too much time is passing
and I’m just asking
Time and Places been whizzing past
feel like I've been silently sitting back
observe been to countries where girls told me
"stick around S your a hot nerd"
yeah, lust of the flesh
all I ever got was a stop to rest
forgive me I feel itchy and uncomfortable
damn I just got to know
break through clouds, see the night sky
shooting stars, wishing for the nice life
yeah its true that the past's been bleak
aiming for a goal that is far to reach
and the clouds are the fog that is lifting up
sipping lukewarm coffee from a dixie cup
car headlights are the shooting stars
sidewalk of life, barely know who we are
asking
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Clock striking repeatedly
Step out in all Secrecy
First Breath, cold air filling my lungs
First Step, cold legs feeling so numb
Burdens lessening with each step
hard air getting lighter with each breath
Beautiful Silence-
love it when the streets are as empty as my mind is
all black, only reappear in streetlights
glimmering shop signs, relief me of deep sighs
huh, with a bottle full of gin
warming every fibre of my being
snowflakes, or rain pelting
step on the last remains of hail melting
summed up
gray cats return before the suns up
You know the drill, - open up
you hold me down, - show me love
and I fear to loose so I firm my grip
pins and needles when you touch my lips
feel your embrace - how your warming me
always true to you, never doubt my honesty
Cos in your presence I would never lie
No farewell, could never say good bye
No matter which day, you make my day every day
intoxicate, background fades away
The Things you do - so I keep grinning
Thanks to you - my world keeps spinning
(Hold you up) - take the weight of my shoulders
(My Lady Luck) - Nothing else is important
Intimate togetherness...
and you remain on my mind when I leave in the morning
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Get into a camp, start defecting
People get closer to me then I reject' em
and its all coming loose, thinking fucking screw it
if I could really stop it, trust me I would do it
shits a part of myself
I watch the blood dripping down harming myself
down the drain - same with my life
people start to think Im a misanthrope in disguise cos
accidents - say I have no next to kin
after gigs - all I do is neck the gin and leave-
isolation - its never gonna trickle down
why am I leaving when I really want to stick around
Girl gets to close my heart, move back
turn from the guy she loves into a douchebag
yeah, follow patterns that are antipathic
They think I lost it, I guess I never had it
they worry about their tops and designer jeans
while I'll be looking sloppy worry bout the struggle thats inside of me
huh, so whys my villain always winning
and the good never triumph got my head steady spinning
am I sinking or I’m drifting, too much heavy drinking
so I’m stumbling and I’m tripping, reality is just slipping away
damn it
why am I letting go when I really want to grab it
Claim I need them, I just use them
say I'm winning, but I'm just losing
thin air- feel like I am passing out
reach heights which destroy me when i finally come crashing down
and you - better scrape me off the scene
kid got a broken mind, broken soul and broken dreams
yeah, give it all trust me I be on my shit
but many people lost the trust too many empty promises
that I've made, now its too late
so its okay, I understand if I lost your faith
uh, this shit sucks
why am I going mute if I really want to speak up
Hardly sleep, wish I had time
my Heartbeat, just flatlines
took my final steps, never thought that I would rest
just walked into the greatest trap I've ever set
I - won't make it out this fix tonight
'cos I gathered all my vices and worst of all my kryptonite
so I'm going down, down on my knees
body on full collapse, black out as I bleed
-yeah, so much blood gushing now
regret everything while my life's flushing out
its cold like december
why make you forget when I want to be remembered
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e* prod. by R o b
03:18
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First time, wondered if it fitted in
if I did a hook I'd say your name as many times it fitted in
Stop - none of the shit was acted
sparks flying when our lips connected
winter wonderland, cold nights in frankfurt
will you believe me, when I tell you that it damn hurt
all I this time, I wanted more
to realize its different things that we looking for
different highs, up in the clouds
still too much time spent fucking around
our eyes meet, you smile again
you touched those deep ends, so I'm diving in
and I'm drowning, living this shallow life
all your sweets lies, another lullaby
so I'm dreaming of taking you from this place
if it works out, we could go all the way
still my heart knows, but I won't listen
hold you in my arms, your feeling more distant
All this time I wish you fell
Just wish you fell, for me
yeah, and you probably think its funny
your a freak, damn I'd fuck you till you love me
claim I got love, still I feel none
dream bout ffm - no threesome
you held me up, I ain't talking all night
darkest corners, you made them all bright
never had longings, never yearned
damn you lit a fire that never burned
hear me out
nothing could stop that heart of scrap metal melting down
held back emotions are flooding out
long lost feelings and I ain't coming down
get to grip
and to do that, I take this whole thing and let it slip
so I gotta leave
my lone steps leave the snow crunching underneath
still my mind wont pipe down
used to hear your steps, but I don't mind now
All this time I wish you fell
Now I just wish you well, bye
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I'm going rad on these fools
turn heads like that no fatality moves
hipster, single player, blast through
No Hero Nightwalker that's who(aha)
relentless cans are my energy tanks
tell me its impossible I will show you I can
rebel kid all I do is scrap rules
SNK the rap game's deadpool
murk with a mouth, as absurd as it sounds
don't swerve and then pounce, I don't get hurt by those pounds
I'm an outcast, never getting love
now this boy is up and coming, they could never get it up
thinking outside the box - yellow
can't down me with one shot - Jello
tell me I have gone soft - mellow
its four fingers down, one up - Hello
I'm a Maverick
this Zero is a Maverick
Irregular-Outcast Virus,
no AB out there tired,
I---have had it
with all this bad credit
so I'm a Maverick
this Zero is a Maverick
between bad influence, good factor
Never noticed my depressions, I'm a good actor
be on my grizzly, like the boy bear arms
I'm the next fresh prince, the next troy barnes
tell me that I’m weird tho'
man I lose fast, make noise, winslow
Academies, can't handle me, a lone crow
steady trembling, inner gremlins that won't go
a beautiful mind, Aim at the stars
boozing heavy, like hancock or stark
Damn, none of those kids getting pampered
its S dot - raging Avenger, that ventures
fuck the script of my life, man i rip that
yeah a loser kid that's kick ass
feeling like Miles Morales
tell these guys I got it….
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enough being down, getting kicked
sad clowns, short end of the stick
still - we got passion that they don't have
and they cant tell, when we put on masks
yeah, that is simply how they take it
are we real now, are we real now? are we faking/
never - saying what we thinking say what, say what
so this ink makes us delinquents? aha, aha
so we different, still we talking your way, our way
out in the open we just walking our way, away
they can't see underneath the skin
underpinning accomplishments
so we brought on fears?
we causing tears, leaving shadows when no ones there?
still all we do is nothing'
let me tell you something...
Never give in
What ever you do, Whatever you do
Never give in
What ever you do, Whatever you do/
I tell you never give in!
What ever you do, Whatever you do
Never give in
All of us bad singers, wannabe webslingers
failures, feel like bad brothers bad sisters
barely just managing, dark secrets so damaging
fear of exposure leaves all of us panicking
adrenaline, hanging in, Heart pounding and hammering
even when the bones in us clattering, we got the force in us - Anakin
- can you feel the hurt passing
if they got predictions- surpass them
Keep your fist clenched - stand up & strike back
Tell 'em this ends, right here, no quitting Im tired
Don't succumb to the pummels, spirit wont shatter & crumble
mixed emotions un-jumble, nothing willpower can't undo
yeah, all this preemptive strikes
leading a defensive life
suffocating sensations
remember one thing till your last breath is taken
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Other Rappers talking trash purely emulating fame
SNK just sleeps in class, only emulating games
damn - Sleepless Nights and Open Mics
I - am the Lord of the Rings under the eyes
Relentless with everything I take on
Nightwalker, better put some shades on
keep it perplex, imperfect
F-M-S, Goth Beanie, Nerd Specs
got a tight schedule, feeling quite hassled
so I rail away, take off, night travel
neither hipster or backpacking
power, responsibility and gags lacking
still villains find no way to outwit,
feeling like Kyle cos they hating on the outfit
Hold on for a minute?
Why stop, when I ain't even finished?
We getting discontinued
Are we too average? (- Oh No
Let's Go, oh let's go
We getting discontinued
Are we too average? Oh No
too geek, too niche, too weak, too free
still dream of busty chicks and fast life
but SNK is busted lips and black eyes
they can't see through the mask, and they never will
ignore fads, lack mass-appeal
especially since I look nothing like the posterboys they hanging up
the one - other kids would gang on up
With the Mask on, so deceptive
delusive smile, rendering punches ineffective
N-N-No Hero, no material for a sidekick
Malicious foes, vicious blows, can't knock out his vibrance
yeah - teamless what I need a league for
bold kid, straight up never take a detour
Stray Phantom - always strolling
live like Gambit - always all in
Don't dare tell me to sit down
How could I quit now
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I've been bleeding silently
hold my breath bout the horrors that inside of me
I'm already lonely enough
I'd only scare em off if I'm talking it up
Never mind, how should I speak to them
when I'm nothing, but another creep to them
never laugh, never smile, never cry
no transformer - still a robot in disguise
they claim that I'm emotionless
but lie to themselves claiming to know what emotion is
can't believe in a faith
all my demons have gathered started eating away
chew on my body, gnaw on my soul
since I can't drown em, I've just been hoping they'd go
chew on my body, gnaw on my soul
since I can't drown em, I've just been hoping they'd go
Dear Diary,
this is my lonely poem
Dear Diary,
my sole entry,
remains this only song
Dear Diary,
Inside of me there's a sole lamp
who puts the shadows on the wall of my soul and
its the lone glimmer of hope
tenderly melting, feelings so cold
cold breeze, make life feel sickening
see my breath, light keeps flickering
I'm slipping no longer standing my ground
feel impotent resulting to fucking around
cold hell I've been through-
weather reminds me of me- absolute zer/
lack those, emotions that are warming up
its not sweet, feel like my blood is clotting up
no friends - just cold limbs
feel the snow coming down - see no end
life's like white skies and I'm snow blind
life's like white skies and I'm snow blind
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